Dealing with illness

In the build up to a race, it really feels like a step back to have to rein in the training. But illness is one of things you can’t ignore. One way or another the body will affect the mind. I am currently suffering with a cold. On retrospect I believe that I have been carrying it for over a week. However, it wasn’t until my body had been over stretched did it start to take hold. I don’t mind admitting that I knew that I was over stretching/training but I didn’t think I would fall so foul of a respiratory track illness.  This is now day two of being house bound and the weekend starts tomorrow – when I had planned a long run. I have never tried to do a long run after 4 days off.

I should probably give myself one more day. Problem is today was susposed to be that one more day, I feel worse today than I did yesterday.

What is the purpose of doing a long run this weekend?

  1. Keeping a base level of fitness
  2. Recovery
  3. Psychological boost

What could be the negative effectives of doing a long run this weekend?

  1. Anxiety about not completing it
  2. Anxiety about recovering appropriately
  3. Longer illness duration

There is only one way to find out – what ever I do this weekend I certainly wont be worried about my times.

Eton Dorney Half Marathon

Saturday 11th February 2023

I only signed up for this after a refund voucher came my way after the failure of Maidenhead Half Marathon last year. I had no idea of my pace or possibilities, so I set myself a goal of getting under 85 minutes.

It is a 4 lap course. Very flat but with 3 dead turns per lap mitigating the long straight head wind horror of the 2.5k from one end of the lake to the other. Probably not a great place to go in preparation for a hilly marathon but a great place to test your fitness as the head winds can be challenging.

Results

I had to hold myself back as when the race started after 500metres or so my watch was saying I was averaging 3:47 per kilometres which was sub 80 minute pace. I didn’t think I could hold that so backed off down to 4min per k. Which should of been enough for a 85 min half marathon. I tried to settle into it, slotting in behind a couple of guys in the first lap but not long into the second lap they started to flag so I went in front and took some of the wind. Not really changing pace, but before i knew it I was on my own.

With 4 laps I kind of knew where I was and waited until the 3rd lap to start moving through the gears (at least gently). With the head wind on the Westerly part of the last lap it was difficult to know how I was doing but my effort levels went up. It was only when I turned with around 2.5k to go that I felt the wind behind my back and the pace significantly jump down to the 3:4x’s and then to 3:35 for the last Kilometre.

I finished just under 83 which I was very pleased with.

What I didn’t mention above was that I had very bad stomach issues the day before and all the way through the race, my right quad has been giving me problems while running (probably adjusting to a new bike position) and these were at the forefront of my mind throughout.

Overall I am very happy with this time and hope it will be a stepping stone to the races to come.

Gloucester League XC – Cheltenham

Saturday 18th February 2023

This wasn’t a race I expected to do very well at. Spoilers – I didn’t do great but I enjoyed it more than I thought I would.

The weather was a lot better than last year. Still very cold but the ground was firm with no mud.

The course is in a public park and involves 3 and a bit laps including a variety of surfaces but mainly grass. There is also a water crossing feature that really stings in many senses but breaks up the lap. For the most part you can see where everyone is on the course as you go around, except those really fast folk who are likely looking to lap someone like me.

Going into the race after a tough bike week and my relatively successful half marathon in Dorney last week. I felt that after the first 1km I was in trouble but tried to steady the ship and find a consistent pace. However, after half way, I found something and was able to start moving up through the field. While my overall position and time wasn’t that great, I really felt strong. If it wasn’t for the 2 stops for shoelaces I feel I would of got really motoring.

Considering this was my worst race and training day last year I was very happy to improve on the experience if not necessarily my results position. It almost ignited a love of XC racing. Well maybe. Maybe not.

Wokingham Half Marathon 2023

February 26th

Visiting Wokingham for the second time in so many years, knowing where everything is (including the town itself) was a massive de-stressor but I was still on edge.

My run training has not felt like it has been going well or at least comparatively as well as the same time last year. My recent performances at Cross Country in Cheltenham last week and Eton Dorney lake the week before showed me that I was rapidly getting back to fitness though and there was an expectation and desire to push on. After talking with Coach it was agreed that sub 80 was unrealistic considering but a stab at a PB not so much, it was within reach at a stretch.

The first few kilometres felt much harder than the year before, this was a bad sign I felt as I loved the first part of last years race and bounced around. But my splits were slightly faster. Half way I was running with people I knew were faster than me but had started further back. I kept with them as long as I could up until 12k then the elastic broke.

I struggled and felt the energy levels wobble even while consuming more fuel than before. Counter to what my body was telling me at half way, I was under the impression my splits were better. While I could feel myself slowing, I reconciled myself that it was ok and within margins.

I had to re-focus my thinking so that it was positive but I felt under pressure at that point. So I must of been on my threshold in all senses of the word.

After saying all that this was my first PB of the year. It is the 3rd year in a row I have improved my Half Marathon time – this time is the least impressive being only 2 seconds but I am still proud of it.

It was also great to share the day and overall experience with my partner who also managed a PB. Much bigger PB than mine but she has been working hard on her long runs over the last 3 months to improve so very much deserved.

Chicago Marathon 2022 Part 2

London/Chicago – One was supposed to be a backup for the other but I decided at the last minute to do both and rather than try to PB at Chicago I’d go for it at London where I felt I knew what to expect.

So the two events were very different in effort and mindsets. I was racing for a time in London with Chicago more relaxed.

The latter had to be as I anticipated that my legs would be screaming at me halfway around. It’s not something I would recommend or intend to do again.

But saying that the first half was great with no pressure or targets; second half my legs just got very very shouty so I focused on keeping relaxed and taking in as much as possible.

The Chicago race is a lot colder than I realised, at the 7:30am start I was unbearably cold. Also, because I was going at a considerably slower pace the first half felt great and it was a great way to see the city.

29 different city districts and a variety of smells of amazing food, sounds of disco, Latino, deep house and Irish bagpipes… the works, and beautiful greenery and massive glass/concrete/ornate skyscrapers to fill the eyes.

So to summarise, don’t do back to backs, Chicago is a great opportunity to PB (or PR in American lingo – one supporter sign early on said PR or ER), but equally worth it just for the experience. Like being a big sight seeing queue but everyone is running/walking fast.

It’s very well organised – as you would expect from a World Major event but I’d like to point out it is probably the most multicultural running event I’ve been to. It also had a good gender mix (from what I saw at least), with Male, Female and non binary top awards for age groups, local runners and elite and international runners.

Chicago Marathon 2022 part 1

We arrived yesterday and I am already questioning my choices. What is that drives us? Are we all just reflections of our upbringing and socialisation. When some are told that saying I want, I want don’t get while others are pandered to while they strive to better themselves. Is there are social-economic distinction between having an opportunity to do something and not?

Now I am here, in Chicago, in awe of the place, I don’t feel out of place. Nor do I feel like a imposter (maybe for the first time in years when it comes to sports). I am forgetting that I had to fight to get to come here, I had to work at it, not on a physical level but emotional, intellectual and use all of my patience and integrity to get here.

I didn’t shy away from doing the challenging and difficult to get here, that might not be seen by others but its is integral to my mindset, I do these things to have a fuller life, I know that I would be unhappier for not having the opportunity to be here.

But I am here and I don’t think it is indulgent or entitled but while I do think I am very fortunate I should note that not everyone gets to do what I am doing.

So, this is the most relaxed I have ever felt before a marathon. I am almost disengaged with the fact that I have do work. That is I am going through the motions of going to the expo, picking up my bib, wandering around getting orientated but with much less involvement and nerves than I can see in others and recognise to be normal for myself.

We travelled yesterday and while I have been active most days since last weekend marathon (London – see link to previous post), its all been pretty easy and relaxed. Walking around today I have felt that my legs have recovered. Bouncy almost, In fact I am verbally volunteering to others that I am capable of if not doing a fast (comparatively) run on Sunday only 5 or 10 minutes slower than I did last week.

So after saying that, thinking it and believing it, the shock of almost every part of my legs hurting on an easy recovery run was demoralising. My left foot hurt, my right calf was still tight and uncomfortable, both quads and hamstrings felt tighter than Spanish guitar string and my glutes were misfiring generally unhappy.

So the thought of running 26.2 miles or 42.2 kilometres with that level of fatigue and residue pain is unfathomable. To run it at a pace close to 3 hours just seems impossible.

London Marathon 2022

Starting in a completely new pen, almost immediately after the elite men, and following the red route until all the routes merged. First thing I noticed is the red route is more hilly than Blue and what I remember of the Green route. It has gradients that are a lot more noticeable, both up and down.

The short story is – I went to quick, or put too much effort into the first 10K and while I tried to salvage the race and calm down through 10K to 30K – the last 10k was inevitably brutal as a result. But I managed a Personal Best. This was despite being in some dark moments – humoring the idea of giving up, slowing up drastically, walking or just stopping I somehow got myself to the finish line under 3 hours again!

I am not sure where to start. But things I should probably cover are: pacing, nutrition, weather, support, training.

Pacing

I am very chuffed to get a pb and my second sub 3 hour marathon. It is an incredible event that really helps showcase the City. From spending time around Greenwich and Cutty Sark in the days before to finishing in town and the glorious parks in the sunshine near so many landmarks was as is always incredible.

But I paced it wrong. I was working on the mantra of staying calm, thinking clearly and pushing at the end. Taking the first 10k as an indicator, if it felt easy than I would hold whatever pace I was going at, but if it felt hard I was to back off and save something for the last 10k. I was sweating far too much and out of breath during the first 10k so I backed off. I got to half way and the new slower pace felt difficult, i know from last year it shouldn’t feel difficult that early, and my times were slipping while my first 10k was under target pace by roughly 30seconds, my half was over by a minute and a half. By 30 and 32 kilometres I was in a much darker place. I tried keeping the pacing but it was falling and I was done, I had to tell myself to jog back to the finish line to complete it with a 3:05-3:15 finish time to be accepted. Fighting every bit of my body’s desire and messages to stop. Somehow I got in in faster than my previous PB. But in reflection my speed at the beginning for 2:50 pace blew my capabilities to run a sub 2:55 comfortably and if I had thought more clearly.

Nutrition

Nutrition did play a part, in retrospect I probably over loaded in the first hour as by an hour and half in I struggled to consume more gels/carbs.

Weather

The weather was rather humid and in places there was a bad headwind. Far better than the thunder storms forecast, almost ideal conditions but hot by the end. This was probably a factor too, but a compounding on to previous errors as plenty of people I know thrived on the conditions.

Support

Again the support on the course from friends and complete strangers was amazing. Second to none. It really is an emotional experience. I suspect I would of given up at the 35 kilometre mark if I had not got it in my mind that I was meeting my partner and her family at the end.

Training

I believe I did everything right in training. There maybe a few tweaks here and there but it got me to the finish line in good shape, probably the best shape ever and I am very grateful to my coach for this.

Yeovilton 5k and Odd Down 5k – July 2022

Delayed post – I wrote this and wanted to reflect more but so much time has passed by I think it is probably best just to leave it as it is.

These two races happened a couple of weeks apart in July. The first was straight after a inactive holiday but the following race had one week of applied training leading up to it.

Odd down race – July 2022

The races and the results were possibly chalk and cheese to compare. Very different races requiring different mindsets.

One is a one lap loop, with gps matching stated distance, the other is a multi-lap route with gps usually showing a longer distance.

Enjoyment factor:

I can’t deny familiarity with Westbury and Odd Down has recently meant that poor time and pacing performances have led to negative associations with these venues. This is likely to be irrational but still could affect performances.

So when a new venue/race/route was proposed by a team mate, I jumped at it. Yeovilton, seemed steeped in history. It took a long time to get there. I ran well – in that I held a pace I felt I could hold on the night.

Yeovilton 5k – July 2022
Finishing corner Yeovilton 5k – July 2022

Odd Down

I intended to use my knowledge of the course and my experiences to run on feel. I did exactly that. A fast first kilometre, then held on for a bit before ending with a couple of fast kilometres. I had no idea what my time would be and had calmed myself with the thought that by 4k (gps on my watch – not actual 4k) I will have an idea of whether I am going to be close to a PB or whether I would be close to a seasons best or on target for a slower than hoped time. It turned out that I was close so I put in an extra surge which turned out beneficial, I might not have got a good time if I hadn’t had this mid race milestone already thought out before hand.

Yeovilton 5k – 13th July 2022

Strava link

Odd Down 5k – 27th July 2022

Strava Link

Odd Down 5k July 2022

Westbury 5K – 14th June 2022

Race reflection and review

My plan was to try to beat my previous time there (19:00 on 10th May 2022). Every time I have been to this race (3 times) before last night I had either set off at a blistering pace looking for a pb and faded or gone a fraction too quick in the first half. Conscious of this and a recent attempt at running tempo at a park run and failing my plan for last night was to go conservatively right up to the last km.

I had worked out that I probably could run a 3:35 km but wasn’t confident I could run two or more at that speed. So I worked out that to beat last months time i would be running at around 3:49 pace until the last km. This was only an indicator so if I ran slower or faster than this pace I had an idea of overall time targets. My goal was to relax and run smoothly, not aggravating injury concerns/niggles and not blowing up.

Actual splits:

1km – 3:48, 2km – 3:53, 3km – 3:55, 4km – 3:49, 5km – 3:33 total = 18:54 (chip time and a 6 second improvement).

I believe if I had attempted to run quicker fatigue and injury concern would of played a bigger part in my time, thus making a much less enjoyable race. I enjoy building into a run and getting faster and really dislike that feeling of coming to a stop through fatigue, lactate build up or for any other reason. But most importantly i was able to enjoy it a lot more. There were (my) club runners all around me with varying degrees of success but this was a solo TT effort for me. I can’t deny the dips in pace at 2 and 3km were a concern but I quickly refocused my mind to seeing this as an opportunity.

Training books reviews and personal impressions

As part of a process of decluttering my home space I brought all of my books together and started throwing away those that I didn’t need. In this process I found a stack of books about running or Triathlon training and it occurred to me that I would find it useful to reflect on these books. Whether I got any insight, whether there was value in these and how they might help going forward. At the very least the process would act as a revision activity. So here you go.

  • Marathon : The Ultimate Training Guide – Hal Higdon – 2020 – 5th Edition, Rodale Books New York
  • Complete Training Journal – Lauren Flesman & Roisin McGettigan-Dumas – 2016 – Velopress, Boulder Colorado
  • Fast 5K : 25 Crucial Keys and 4 Training Plans – Pete Magill – 2019 – Velopress, Boulder Colorado
  • Strength and Conditioning for Endurance Running – Richard Belgrave – 2020 – The Crowood Press Ltd, Malborough
  • Daniels’ Running Formula – Jack Daniels PHD – 2014 – 3rd Edition, Human Kinetics, Champaign, Illinois
  • The Brave Athlete : Calm The F*ck Down and Rise to the Occasion – Simon Marshall PHD & Lesley Paterson – 2017 – Velopress, Boulder Colorado

Notable mentions, I have previously read or listened to Chrissie Wellingtons books, Ben Greenfields Beyond Training, Primal Endurance, Mark Sisson & Brad Kearns amongst others.

In no particular order – it is just the order in which I dumped the books onto the book shelf and then retrieved them.

From the title it should be obvious which discipline and audience this book is aimed at. Hal Higdon’s insights felt very useful during the first few chapters and he sets out this out along with the resulting principles in an easy to understand manner. However, I found his repeated fall back on (self admitted/self aware) anecdotal evidence from Twitter straw polls and historic discussions off putting. Many of the truths that I saw I began to question because it just wasn’t backed up. I was set to jump into this and follow his guidelines as it was what I saw as my first academic commitment to running and potentially coaching others for marathons. It put me off enough to stop reading it. I will probably go back to it as a reference in the future.

Fleshman & McGettigan-Dumas’s Complete Training Journal is one of a set of journals. All of which are aimed at Runners of different experiences. The blurb for each gives you an idea whether you are its target audience. There is one for beginner runners and this is focused on runners looking to seriously race. However, each one takes you through a journey of knowledge and expert advice articles, self assessments and stories much of which is at the start but some are placed mid journal. This has the effect of feeling like a journey. It worked up until a point but I found some vital points and advice that I felt I was ready for hidden near the back of the journal schedule. However, I felt it was a good guide and I only stopped completing it when lockdown happened and put an end to most of my races in the spring of 2020. I would recommend this to a someone starting their competitive career but not to seasoned runner.

Again, Pete Magill’s book is aimed for those taking running to another level. It is divided into 25 key points. I really enjoyed exploring this book. I don’t think I learned anything radically new but it did reinforce and remind me of some of the things that I had forgotten.

Blagrove’s book was bought on recommendation by a Bristol and West Coach. During Lockdown he had provided a S&C zoom session that overflowed into a few training webinars. My questions about S&C led to a session where he suggested that I read this book.

I haven’t completed it. It is a wealth of knowledge, science and practical exercises for budding coaches and athletes. It is very detailed and a great starter for me. I doubt it would be anything new for a S&C specialist coach or physio; it was just what I was looking for. I have learnt more about training from this book than any of the others so far. It has sparked an interest in coaching and helping others that I had long since forgotten as a student back in the 1990’s. Whether that develops into anything concrete in the future is yet to be seen but I hope so.

The negatives: for a training book it is very dry and focused on a very specific group of athletes. Its hard to read and takes time, without doing the exercises or having the right kit when you need it can feel like blockers to reading it in full.

Jack Daniels book is probably had the most of my attention. I have used it twice for preparing for two separate marathons and followed it as much as possible. I see the ideas backed by a good understanding of training for marathons.

Like the other it has a set of training plans to follow for a variety of distances, athletes with differing time to devote to training and specific outcome goals – e.g. sub 3 hour marathon finisher.

Odd Down 5K (1st June 2022)

Back at the track where I was able to PB this time last year. I wasn’t able to replay that story this year. I had hoped for a strong race but I knew I would have to surprise myself to get under 18:30. Not impossible and something I have done before.

I had a great chat about focus and mindset approaches with my coach. I must add that I learnt a lot and it only increased my respect for his style and experience. However, I hadn’t been preparing for this race all week like others. It felt much more like a distraction from training until the day itself. On which I woke up with DOMs from the previous days interval session on the Turbo that the coach had set. Not the worst DOMS I have ever had but similar to that when I got a similar time the same week I did hard session of weights at Studio Base. As the day went on I started having Gastric issues. Whether this was nerves or something else, it became a real concern but I committed to do the race anyway. I really felt dehydrated by the time I started my warm up and almost like I was in the midst of a hangover (which I promise I wasn’t – I hope that those days of racing hungover are long behind me).

But the writing was on the wall, as I finished my warm up laps, and recalled the intentions to focus on breathing and rhythm. It really helped both in the warm up and in the race. However, I struggled with my quads on the uphill’s, my legs were on fire much sooner than in previous races when I had performed at my best.

However, I carried on and did my best to focus on the process.

My splits were not bad for the first 3K, not my best but not my worst either but the effort needed to do them may have been a bit of stretch for me this time.

Lap 1 – 3:30, Lap 2 – 3:37, Lap 3 – 3:46, Lap 4 – 3:36, Lap 5 – 3:43 and the final sprint – 30s. Total 18:41.

My heart rate was significantly high for the effort.

Conclusion: my race times are not reflecting the progress I am making. Getting Covid a couple of months ago set me back but I am still able to run well at a good pace. I am getting to practice my race craft and the different opportunities that racing brings. For example relaxation techniques, breathing and re-focusing on the process. I am quite happy with the progress that I am making. The purpose of this blog is to explore the nuisances of training, racing and mindsets and reflect on how this affects me and challenge ideas and then change behaviour. This race certainly has done that. I feel like this is a significant milestone.

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